Brief October Updates

October 17, 2016

Hello people.


Guess what? I finally got a laptop!


Also, I borrowed more books from the library after promising to not get any more #smart


Okay, about college ('Pre University' to be more exact - I do not go to 'proper' college. If you have any questions, I'd be glad to answer them). I wasn't lying about being happy. I was happy at first. However, I really regret not doing well enough to go to Uni now :/  Sometimes in class, it doesn't really feel like I'm learning much. *sigh*

Me being super quiet and not fitting in + No Friends AGAIN = Intense Sadness. It's almost as if I shouldn't have been there in the first place. Sometimes, I feel that I don't have a place in the world where I fit. Social Anxiety and depression are a diabolic combination. Having nothing in common with anyone doesn't help, either. You might think "Seriously, Grace?" But I'm one of those people who find it extremely hard to make friends, especially with people who don't have much in common with you :(

I want to start adding graphics to my posts (about time!). I have downloaded Canva to create the graphics.

Here is my first attempt:

Oh wait, I can't copy and paste it -_-

I am open to suggestions on how to make graphics. And also how to find watermark free pictures. Please. I need help. (
PS: I've got things sorted out now. Turns on Blogger you click on the 'insert image' button to insert images. *cringes* I'm a noob but a pretty cool noob though, but then again, everyone makes mistakes(I assure you I'm well past my Hannah Montana stage, don't you fret.)

I'm going to do more book reviews and some YouTube recommendations. I miss writing YouTube recommendations :(

I can't wait for the holidays, not because I like Halloween (I don't) but because I'll have more time to check blog posts and make my own.


PS: Recently, I clicked on one of the traffic sources on my blog stats.  I wanted to burn my eyes swiftly afterwards. I'm such a noob. *sigh*

I hope you guys have been having a better time than me.


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  1. I'm sorry you're having a hard time :( School was absolute torture for me at first, but it's getting easier. I hope it does for you too. :) <3 Good luck!!! :) <3 <3 <3

    1. I hope it gets better, too!:( I'm glad you're having a better time!

      Thank you! <3

    2. I'm sure it will. <3 Keep ur head up dear <3 <3

  2. ... well, at least you have your own laptop! Having a laptop is really great. And honestly, I found school hard when I stopped homeschooling. It might be hard, but maybe trust that it will be okay in the end, that there are people who are like you (although, to be honest, I don't feel like there are basically any people like me at my school) or who are worth knowing. You can do this. Stick it out :) Also, we're all noobs in some ways. Honestly, my blog stats aren't that great, and stupid spammy things are kind of scary. *sends hugs and cookies and jollof rice, even though I don't know what it is*

    1. Yeah, I guess there's at least one person who I can talk a bit with. I doubt that there are people like me okay, wait there's this one person. I don't know him that well (which is weird because he's my cousin) because I only knew he existed last year? He does a different course and we're in opposite buildings basically :(

      And thanks for sending cookies, hugs and jollof rice despite not knowing what it is xD

  3. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time! Keep your chin up :) YOU CAN DO THIS, GRACE! GO BE AWESOME!!

  4. YOU GO, GRACE. Life is hard and school is especially hard, but it will get better. Maybe not soon, but things will change and you CAN conquer this. Think of all the days you've conquered in your whole life. Uhm, that's a lot of days. And you SLAYED each and every one of them, so you can kill these up and coming ones.

    Praying for you. You are meant to be in this world. I appreciate you and your comments on my posts, and I know that there are others who appreciate you as well. *allll the hugs*

    (also YAS for new laptops those are the best. xD)

    // katie grace
    a writer's faith

    1. Thanks so much for your encouraging reply, Katie! It's hard, though. IT'S SO HARD. One teacher told me to talk to them if I have a hard time.

      Aw, thanks <3


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